sometimes i guess i am just hoping too much from you. i am putting more effort in this than you do. i give in too much that it comes to the point i don't know if i really mean something to you. sometimes i wonder why, why can't i have the perfect life ? why can't i just have a sincere smile and not fake it ?
how i wish i was stronger. very much stronger. i envy those who can stay strong when they are faced with problems. i just simply can't.
i think after all i deserve all this, i am not a nice person after all.