Everyone makes promises so do I, But honestly how much of the promises do you fulfill? or how much of a promise do you actually really meant it? Well I've never realise the importance of promises till lately. I think simply said in life I take things for granted. You don't how much the other party took your promise to heart. You never would cause you're not in his/her shoe. Lately I have made promises that I've broken. For what it is, i didn't regret breaking it but i am disappointed to not fulfilling it.
Expectations. I just have so much expectations from certain people. Eventually they are the ones that will disappoint you time after time. I have to agree with those quotes that you'll always see, "you tend to care for people who don't pretty much care for you at the same time neglected the person who does so much for you."
With this two issues that i have decided to reflect about, I've decided to be a much better person and not take promises and expectations lightly.
Well the fasting month has kicked off, and i am going to make the full use of this opportunity to convert myself to be a much better Muslim. I know some of you guys are gonna say: "what the heck firdaus no way you're gonna change in a short time". HAHAHAA I would prove to you bitches that i am gonna change. Plus this fasting month has given me room and space to lose weight. I am gonna make use of that opportunity to do so!
This past 2 weeks has been such an amazing week. Too much things were happening around me. Most of all the fact that I've spent money like as if my job is printing the god damn money. My new goal is not to book out everyday cause i realise i have made SMRT richer each day with spending about 5 - 6 bucks per day on this scumbag! There is no way i am gonna do that for the coming week. Plus i also realise the weather yesterday and today is getting hotter. Dear god, please cool down the weather a bit in this month full of love and appreciation. I need to shop soon. Feels so weird to not shop.
I ain't no devil. You can judge me all you want. I can be nice and i can be a devil. Its all down to what i choose to be. If you don't know me well enough don't bother judging me cause i don't give a damn!