I would never say i never tried. I did my very best as a friend. I show my concern and i did what i did not only as a friend but more than that cause i regard you more than just a normal friend. But eventually its up to you to either follow your anger and disappointment or otherwise. I am not angry nor am I dissapointed in you. Hopefully you will feel better overtime.
things eventually are not going well for me but for what its worth this is not the first time, so why wonder? I shall just bear with it. Hopefully it will get better overtime. After all what i need is a mental break. Away from everything.
On a totally different note POP-LO. haha and now my new posting awaits me. Well SCS here i'll come. Well i am shocked by the posting but am thankful tho i believe that despite knowing i will have a tough time in there, i will give my best shot. Well i am sure some people out there for sure have thoughts on why am i in SCS. Maybe for them i am not deserving enough. All i can say is, throughout my 4 months in BMT I gave all i could. Given the circumstances on what happened to me, i never gave up and keep trying. So if there are people out there who feels like i am not deserving enough i truly respect your opinion.
Well that's all for now, i need a break.